still here sad and lonely .Waiting is exasperating . Why’d you leave and left me here. Pick me up please ll beg on my knees . Your smell is now fading. My memories of you that i wallow in, try and keep the sadness at bay. i bite my tongue with the thought of you being far and gone. i miss you. And i don’t know how else to say it . i missed your warmth that chilled my bones. i don’t want to be left waiting in vain.